you said you cannot give me anything, in a way like it cant be any easier, as if i am so nothing to you.
dont you remember i told you in the very beginning, i want nothing from you but your heart.
i knew and never wanted to change anything, but its still harsh when hearing you say so.
thought you know me, cuz you've been there with me through the time.
so sometimes what you said or asked kinda hurt.
my life is broken into pcs, i dont know what is really left for me to carry on.
in such disaster you are the only happiness i can count on.
but everytime when i thought we can be good together, very shortly you pushed me away.
in all the time without you im immersed in deep isolation, especially when i miss you so deadly.
so when you were upset over me or my shattered life, i doubted if it is God's joke, cuz i thought what i've been trying so hard for is your loveable smile.
but it seems that i turned out to be your heartache.
i dont know what to do, what to say, would be better, for you.
not too long ago you told me i am the best you ever had but why now i kept thinking i am just a mistake to your life?
i am like in the middle of nowhere, i have no way back, but no way to you either.
my dear,
it is always not my choice to fall in love with you or to love you even more, said i never meant to make you sad, just cant help loving you.
my bad, no matter what, because you deserve to be happy, and it is all i want.
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